Aights.

So now I am kind of starting from scratch with most of my life.

I am trying to live in the moment, to be emotionally authentic, and regularly authentic with people, and to do things that scare and challenge me if I find them important or potentially rewarding.

I am kind of ready to get mine, so to speak. To not let limitations mean anything.

The only real vice I think I have is caffeine, which is pretty exciting, because I really like caffeinated beverages and I have no moral qualms taking caffeine pills if necessary, and finally, I won't be pregnant anytime soon, so there is that.

I need to re-new my car insurance payment method, and I need my final masters paper to get approved. I need to stop eating when I am not hungry, and I need to take care of myself first, before anyone or anything else.

I love music and I think the days are better when I am able to listen to music I find compelling for hours at a time.

I really think that things are out there for me that I am finally going to be able to seize, and that feels amazing.